[ exact date & time: 14 Dec '07 - 1:01 AM ]
Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday to me!
Thank you! May all my wishes come true 
happy birthday sa akin December 14, 2007
baby mishlek asked GOD December 13, 2007
[ A day before my birthday ]
A baby asked God, “They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?” “Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you.”The child further inquired, “But tell me, here in heaven I don’t have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy.”God said, “Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel’s love and be very happy.”Again the baby asked, “And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don’t know the language?”God said, “Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.”“And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?”God said, “Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray.”“Who will protect me?”God said, “Your angel will defend you even if it means risking it’s life.”“But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore.”God said, “Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you.”At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, “God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel’s name.”“You will simply call her, ‘Mom.’”
35 years ago, [whoaa that's almost forever years!] I did first met my Mom. I vaguely remember if I did say “Hi!” I should have, right? hahahha All I know is she was crying, I thought I did hurt her and make her sad. Way to go Mishlek! you’re really good on first day thing. I didnt said a word, i just keep on looking at her as she keeps on looking at me. God said she’s my Angel Mom right? she does look pretty, with those pointed nose and brown eyes, she is a pretty site. I just hope she’ll stop crying. After a while, she smiled back at me and said Hi! – - – hmm, grown-ups back then really was confusing. So I guess she was just HAPPY to see me after all. 
every woman December 12, 2007
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE … enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a youth she’s content to leave behind
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE … a past juicy enough that she’s looking forward to retelling it in her old age
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …. a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE… one friend who always makes her laugh… and one who lets her cry
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …. a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a feeling of control over her destiny
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW… how to fall in love without losing herself
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW… how to quit a job, break up with a lover, and confront a friend without ruining the friendship
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW… when to try harder… and WHEN TO WALK AWAY
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW… that she can’t change the length of her calves, the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW… that her childhood may not have been perfect… but it’s over
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW… what she would and wouldn’t do for love or more
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW… how to live alone… even if she doesn’t like it
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW.. whom she can trust, whom she can’t, and why she shouldn’t take it personally
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW… where to go… be it to her best friend’s kitchen table… or a charming inn in the woods… when her soul needs soothing
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW… what she can and can’t accomplish in a day… a month… and a year…
a poem by “Maya Angelou”
…i couldn’t help agreeing with her…
he says… December 12, 2007
You yearn for someone not because you want to be complete, but because you want to add more color to your life. That person must not necessarily break through your busy schedule. That person must inspire you to manage your time well instead. You see, it’s not a matter of distance and time… It’s more like relationship in a higher level… It’s smiling alone once in a while… knowing that somewhere, somehow, someone smiles at the thought of you. 
[18 Nov '07/1:49pm]
untitled December 10, 2007
You pretend you don’t see me…
You pretend you can’t hear me…
You pretend i didnt matter…
You simply pretend you didnt care…
You pretend your having the time of your life
All tied up, that’s why you suddenly left me out
You pretend its only a game
You’d say when to get in and decide when to get out
I’d say i can see you, hear your voice… a laugh or a two
I’d say you still matter… I’d say I still care
I’d say I am having a good life, not better but this is life
I’d say life is not a game, haven’t u realize… we dont even get a single time-out.
I’d say Life is “not” nothing you can always pretend
If you do that.. wake up your missing a lot.
[ original date of posting nov 5'06]
‘hmm tagal na din pala … i am reposting it for the fact that i was wrong back then. I didnt made this with the thought of someone in mind but the truth is I was talking about MYSELF after all.
It happens when it happens December 10, 2007
everything happens for the best, even it it doesnt seem that way in the beginning. i can say now that time per se does not necessarily heal. people can go on for years mourning loss. it’s only in accepting what you’ve been dealt with and learning to have a new relationship with life that slowly leads to healing.
love comes when you’re not looking. when you’re happy and secure with yourself, you exude an aura that positively attracts people around you. embrace life and love somehow finds you. if you remain feeling hopeless and sorry for yourself. searching desperately for love, you emit an aura that may not exactly draw people to you for the right reasons.
for those who knew my story… learn from my heartache and live life knowing that love is not static. you cannot box life in, cling on to it, and try to make it perfect.
for those who doesnt know my story… i got a better one now
It happens when it happens. Live it, Learn from it, and Enjoy it.
Truth about Me December 10, 2007
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She doesn’t know who she is.
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She forms herself from the opinions of others.
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She sees in the mirror the face of a stranger.
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Who would change this with love.
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Who would show her the person she really is.
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Who would show her the face in the mirror is her.
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Who would show her her beauty,
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Her inner divinity,
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Her glory and wonder.
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And as she protests,
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Place a finger so tender
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Upon her lips.
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To show her the Truth,
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and finally make her Believe.
umaga na naman December 8, 2007
Umaga na naman! Unang tingin, sa cellphone mo… me nagtext ba? Nag text ba sya? Kahit man lang good AM! o kaya Hi! diba pwede na.. you would settle for that, me konti ng ngiti na lalabas jan sa mukha mo. Wala! Ayun hinagis ang cellphone nya. Buti na lang lumanding sa kama, pasalamat ka kung hindi sira yan at pag nahimasmasan kana sa inis, sasabihin mo “Gaga sayang N series yan ng nokia”. Bangon na! Ano kaba! Hihirit ka pa ng 5 minutes 5 minutes eh anong petsa na! mamya magmamadali ka na naman tignan mo. O sya sya, kuha ng twalya baba ka na. Uyy! me kape sa lamesa at me mainit na tubig na… Hayy unang pagpapasalamat sa buhay mong prinsesa diba. Ligo, bihis, patuyo ng buhok at konting make-up para magka kulay ang mukha mo at matakpan ang itim sa ilalim ng mata. Puyat ka na naman noh kakaintay na baka asa ere na sya… timang ka talaga. Bago umalis, double chek ang bag at huling silay sa cellphone mo. Hmp! Ano nakita mo? Yung pix nyo na ginawa mo pang wallpaper sa celphone mo. Eh hindi naman tumunog eh, tinignan mo pa, kundi ka ba naman sira. Hay naku pumasok ka na nga babaita ka maloloka ako sayo! Eto na ang Lola papasok na… nag time-in at nag Hi! ke manong guard na hindi mapronounce pronounce ng tama ang pangalan mo na kay ganda. Akyat ng hagdan, konting exercise din yan at bawal elevator eh, bawal kapag me nakakakita [hihihi] Naku po, jampack na naman! Hay Lord please give us strength. 1..2..3.. bilang ng konti at isang buntong hininga bago mag Grand entrance ka. Hmmm.. with matching wave ng hand at bati ng gandang umaga. Plastic ka din noh, hindi naman maganda umaga mo bat nag gugud morning ka? Hay sasabak ka na naman sa trabaho… iikot na naman ang pwet mo, para kang sundalo lakad dito lakad dun. Sumaglit ng tingin sa salamin, infairness maganda ka iha! you aged beautifully… magbuhat ka ba naman ng sariling bangko! Sige na nga trip mo mag mirror mirror on the wall eh. Since you’re on it, praktis ka ng smile ha, mukha ka daw suplada. Hoi La! Anong petsa na, sige na kumilos kilos kana. At bago tuluyan lumayo ang mikaela, hinarap ang cellphone.. “O pano yan galit galit muna tayo, sa pagbabalik ko tsaka na tayo magtutuos uli. Magpakabait ka jan, wag ka malolobat ha at pag wala ka pa din message mamya manalangin ka na, baka this time hindi na sa kama ang bagsak mo sige ka!….
tuloy pa din December 4, 2007
- Sa wari ko’y
- Lumipas na ang kadiliman ng araw
- Dahan-dahan pang gumigising
- At ngayo’y babawi na
- Muntik na
- Nasanay ako sa ‘king pag-iisa
- Kaya nang iwanan ang
- Bakas ng kahapon ko
- CHORUS:
- Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
- Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
- Handa na ‘kong hamunin ang aking mundo
- ‘Pagkat tuloy pa rin
- Kung minsan ay hinahanap
- Pang alaala ng iyong halik (alaala ng ‘yong halik)
- Inaamin ko na kay tagal pa
- Bago malilimutan ito
- Kay hirap nang maulit muli
- Ang naiwan nating pag-ibig (alam ko na ‘yan)
- Tanggap na at natututo pang
- CHORUS:
- Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
- Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
- Handa na ‘kong hamunin ang aking mundo
- ‘Pagkat tuloy pa rin
- Muntik na
- Nasanay ako sa ‘king pag-iisa
- Kaya nang iwanan
- Ang bakas ng kahapon ko
- CHORUS
- Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
- Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
- Handa na ‘kong hamunin ang aking mundo
- ‘Pagkat tuloy pa rin
- Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
- Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
- Handa na ‘kong hamunin ang aking mundo
- ‘Pagkat tuloy pa rin
- Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko (tuloy pa rin)
- Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo (hugis ng mundo mo)
- Handa na ‘kong hamunin ang aking mundo (hamunin)
- ‘Pagkat tuloy pa rin (tuloy pa rin)
- Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
- Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
- Handa na ‘kong hamunin ang aking mundo
- ‘Pagkat tuloy pa rin
- Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko (tuloy pa rin)
- Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo (oh..hoh..)
- Handa na ‘kong hamunin ang aking mundo (handang harapin ang mundo)
- Pagkat tuloy pa rin
- Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
- Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
- Handa na ‘kong hamunin ang aking mundo
- ‘Pagkat tuloy pa rin
[kwento behind the song]
” darn! asan na un? sino na nmn kumuha ng CD ko <<< that was me inside my car fuming about not finding my “timeless” CD last night. Well, it was one of those all-time low that I badly needed a song that I can relate to [huhuhu]
PUTIK naman! Asan na yun…. (sabay open na lang ng radio)
- Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko
- Nagbago man ang hugis ng puso mo
- Handa na ‘kong hamunin ang aking mundo
- ‘Pagkat tuloy pa rin…
^ that was me again, all SMILE, singing at the top of my lungs
