any mistakes can be corrected March 13, 2008

2 yrs ago I met a lady who was so convinced that so much was wrong with her that she was resigned to living alone for the rest of her life.  She has lost the one she thought would love her forever.  She has given up the job that she thought she’s only good at.  She did lose her future.  She was a mess!   Miraculously, in the midst of it all, she decided she was going to work on herself.  She maybe somehow loses her footing but she didn’t get lost.  She decided to get really clear about who she really was and what she wanted.  Knowing who she is, the good and the not so good, was the very first step she made.  She stayed, got “a real job”, find time to go out with friends and love ones.  She had only one goal in mind – to find and get herself in order.  She never stopped – one thing at a time, one day at a time.       Her “One Day” finally came, when she’s not even expecting.  She finally see the light, she finally hear the words, feel the feeling, experience the splendor of the so-called living.  She’s finally in love… with life, HER life now.  She made it after all!  Even though not fully healed, she knows what to do, how to do it and why it is necessary.  She did finally talk about the experience, the in’s and out’s, without too much pain, without too much anger.  And now she knew, that while she was learning, remembering and re-creating with someone’s else life, her OWN life was left out, yet still standing by her side, listening, watching and waiting.  Waiting for her too realize and understand that it has always been there and will always be the only thing she need.   … Yes the work is not over, but Hey!  Her life is just beginning!