Its almost 2AM, Philippine time that is and still very much wide awake.
My duty was till 9pm but I went off a little bit earlier to attend to a birthday party that I now just realized I wasn’t able to greet the celebrator. Imagine that! I am pretty much embarrassed by the thought of it. My bad, really! Good Lord what’s happening to me? What a day or it should be what a week! Yap! I am not much of myself these past few days. I am getting more matampuhin and makulit too, as what he says. Or maybe it is a sign of early menopausal stage? Naah! I am still young for that.
“Burn out”… that’s what I’ve been feeling these past few days. I am getting tired of the monotonous way that I am having every single day. He says I am getting over too sentimental on small things. No I am not! Okay, maybe I am, a little perhaps. But for me everything matters, even the small ones. And these past few days I do feel like I am the “small one” and I don’t matter at all.
